Augh, I hate this whole not posting thing. IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I DON'T EXIST. I gotta get back into the rhythm.

Anxiety is way out of hand, my hair is falling out (in tufts! JESUS CHRIST, my hair has gotten so thin and limp all in the space of about a month!), and I just know going to the doctor is going to result in yet another "uuuh we dunno" and they'll send me home without any other leads to follow. Otoh, I have an actual solid physical symptom presenting itself in an observable way? Maybe that will put a fire under their asses?

Also I have to go for an MRI in Feb. to make sure my spine is still okay. Uneasy. EXTREMELY UNEASY. The thought that it might not be scares the hell out of me, because as much hell as my last surgery was, I am sure, as perpetually ill as I am now, that it would be 10 times worse if I had to do it again.

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Um, anyway. I need some money for incense making supplies. Therefore! Tarot reading sale. 5 slots open, $6.50 a pop, done through email. Comment and I'll give you my paypal email. You can send me your query with your payment or separately to my main email (branewurms at suddenlink dot net).

General info: I usually use a star-shaped, 8 card spread that I modified to meet my own tendency of reading towards a "problem solving" angle, but you can ask just about anything and I can find or modify a layout for it. (Well, you can't ask what the winning lottery number is going to be, har har.) Please note that it may take up to a week for me to get back to you (usually it's less, but I'm a slow reader and tend to ruminate forever and a day so I like to play it safe).

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Also, just to get a general idea here, who might be interested in purchasing incense from me if I make a largish batch? Each bundle would likely be 15-20 sticks, around 4" long, and I'd charge between 4 and 6 dollars a bundle. The scent will be very frankincense-y, with sandalwood and cedar, spice, and labdanum - a very bright and warm scent. They will probably not be packaged in any fancy way since I'm still struggling to find feasible packaging options.