Lol no, this isn't polishing, trust me. I do a lot of that too, but this is different. I have a lot of trouble with processing sequences of events and making coherent sentences from the pieces in my head, and I get really anxious about writing on top of that. Also I have some pretty serious attention deficiency, so I can't write more than a few sentences at a time without wanting to run screaming (which is a big part of the whole anxiety bit). I can seriously spend a half an hour on like, two or three sentences. I'm kind of a basketcase. 8D;;